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12:00 AM , in my room

i know i haven't been my self lately , am not that positive energetic person that i  used to be month ago , what has happened , why am i looking at the empty part of the glass not the full part


year back , things wasn't the same as it is now , everything seemed to be fallen apart , nothing seem to be the way i want it to , wasn't doing well at my work , my relationship with my colleguegs and  hmm wast good either not mentioning my freinds


and now it seems that i have almost everything i ever wanted yet am not positive to carry on throughout  the day whatever has made me to write this , is the need of a change , i need it now , and what actually made me realize that am not looking at the valuable small stuff is when i saw News this evening and how people in Syria and many places around the glob suffering , literally i have no right to complain about whatsoever is bothering me !!!I am someone who is amazingly increadibly blessed , why cant i show some gratitude ?


am i rejecting blessings that i have

 Going back to where all it begins


PS Dear Muna Harib


thank you for inspiring us  your journey made me ask myself what did I add to this word ?

talk to you all Soon



Anonymous said…
The same feeling that I am facing now. However, we have to renew our energy and push ourselves to the point where we want to quit more than continue..

Keep your enthusiasm high, you are not you when you are frustrated.

:D .. Yours, B
Anoofa said…
True Love .. glad to have you in my life <3

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