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I’m a Live

I wanted to write this post long time ago well not really , but something happened and made me think that am a bigtime loser and I kept asking myself what did I do with my life ? what did I achieve ?
Wont lie to you I felt really depressed ! but then I had a lovely conversation with my sweet smart  friend Hessa Al shamisi … few words from her made me realize its never too late
The other thing which made me stood up again and made me feel I’m Alive is coming across this Book   “whatever you think, think the opposite”

Let me tell you this my lovely readers ,It all starts with this amazing thing “our brain “ and what thoughts are we having ! and maybe this is awake up call for me to change some plan delete some and add others . Or maybe its Time to be more connected to Allah and seek for his Help , to have me know what to do and how to do it

Am not telling you life wont offer you hard times , black days but it all there to teach us something , and to make us stronger , wiser and who knows one day we will be teaching others how to stand up and make them feel alive ! no matter how hard things can get

Am writing this post and within my heart a bit broken for those who always disappoint me , but I know and I firmly know that there is  lesson for me out there … and will go over this phase very soon

And that’s when I will grow older and wiser
Am still alive

Talk to you Soon



“If you're not making someone else's life better then you're wasting your time…” – Will Smith.
Hessa said…
The fact that you think you haven't done anything worth mentioning so far means you're brilliant and ambitious. That's what makes you special! You go after what you want.. Unlike me who hasitates a lot! So you shouldn't be disappointed at any time! And as you said once the lessons are learned, we become wiser. :)
Anonymous said…
such a beautiful Soul :)

Anonymous said…
oh ur alive glad to hear that :p


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